good old days, crazy times; - 00:14:00
Friday, 7 October 2011
rawr the 6 hours of chem totally fried my brains D: i'm never gonna go for thursday classes anymore cos it's totally impossible for me to get any work done if i reach home at 11.30pm every thursday :/
anyway took hong's daddy's car to & from mrchong's house today... thank you hong daddy! (: heard 林憶蓮's 我坐在這裡. haha such an olddddd song. reminds me of good NY days. good NP days with sqms to be precise. (: & when i heard that old song today, this song popped up in my head:
林憶蓮's 至少還有你. (i took the 楊宗緯 one cos i think he sounded better oops) & i can't help but wonder how sqms have become so important in my life, to the point that no other friends can replace them. i agree that friends are just passing clouds in our lives. for me, in this short two-year period, friends entered my life and left. & i come to realize that i don't really have to be overly-depressed over the choices they have made. yeah cos 勉强是没有幸福的. there is no need for me to try to 挽回 anything because i felt that i have tried & done enough. especially when the other party do not even bother trying. 把自己的热脸贴在别人的冷屁股上的滋味我已经受够了. there's no point putting in so much emotions & thoughts into a friendship when what you get in return is less than what you deserve. never settle for less than what you deserve is right.
yeah but with sqms it's different. i strongly believe that sqms aren't just passing clouds. they are the clouds that will stay. even though it is true that we have distanced a lot from each other, i still believe that sqms will always be there for me, for each other, no matter what.
我好庆幸在这个寂寞的世界里，至少还有你们和你~ ♥
我怕來不及 我要抱著你
直到感覺你的皺紋
有了歲月的痕跡
直到肯定你是真的
直到失去力氣
為了你 我願意
動也不能動 也要看著你
(我怕來不及 我要抱著你）
直到感覺你的髮線
有了白雪的痕跡
直到視線變得模糊
直到不能呼吸
讓我們 形影不離
如果 全世界我也可以放棄
至少還有你 值得我去珍惜
而你在這裡 就是生命的奇蹟
也許 全世界我也可以忘記
就是不願意 失去你的消息
你掌心的痣 我總記得在那裡
（在那裡 在那裡）
我們好不容易 我們身不由己
我怕時間太快 不夠將你看仔細
我怕時間太慢 日夜擔心失去你
恨不得一夜之間白頭 永不分離
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oh yayyyyy crazy times on tuesday with DOUBLE TAY (jiayuin tay & michelletay). :D
TAYLOR (another tay? LOL) LAUTNER IS SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OMG. ♥
(okae i really want to fangirl him now & fill this whole post with his pictures but i dont wanna scare my dear sqms who read my blog. so i will 保持 my 形象 & not fangirl :D)
but yepp retarded photos just for laughs :D (& for tayjia to access & use ^^)
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people probably thought that we were delinquents (from the school at bukit timah lol) who skipped school to go watch movie -.- this reminds me of how STOMPERs love to pick on & criticize students from the school in bukit timah & the school in bishan for everything they do on the public transport. -.- thanks ah. -.-
okae i think i should go & do some work before i sleep!! tata everyone :D
(& in case my panda gets angry cos i didn't mention him in my post & he can't read all the chinese words up there, ily~ ♥ ^^ )
disappointment isn't going to do me any good. i need to pick myself up & move on fast.