one of my really worked-up phases. - 20:57:00
Tuesday, 3 August 2010
hello.
i am seriously tired of this.
i am seriously not going to care anymore.
what's the point of caring if you don't care either, right?
& what's with your disgusting, sucky attitude when your supposed 'good friend' points out that you are in the wrong?
you're always complaining about other people being self-righteous and stuff, but you never really reflect on what you've been doing.
you always find ways out for yourself, claiming that you are indeed in the wrong [& making it sound like it's a really minor one] & the opposing person has obviously declined your apology and is hence, the one who seems to be at fault now.
you're always saying that you want to solve this problem, always telling me how irritated or sad you are.
but you know, actions do speak louder than words.
& i've seen it all through.
you can just go around telling people how pissed, irritated or whatever you are, curse & swear as much as you want & get people to turn their backs on us.
you can share with anyone your side of the story & you'll probably be really successful in getting everyone on your side. (:
but do i look like i freaking care?
thanks for the past wonderful memories, they are things i will never forget.
but,
thanks for making me really worked up.
thanks for making me feel UTTERLY STUPID for caring so much.
thanks for making me REGRET that i actually sided you for almost everything for the past 6 months.
you are disappointed huh?
like as if i am not.