- 21:55:00
Monday, 26 March 2007
hello! tkam is tmr! and i'm like slacking here. haiz. i sure die liao--quoted from mrs lee. haiz.
i'm starting to hate piano. not the instrument itself but piano lessons and exams. hmm. maybe i was just finding excuses for myself. i might as well just admit that i'm stupid. and i have got no music talents. if i insist i have, i think i am ONLY quite good in ba and gu and drums that kind of instruments that requires hitting. WELL. stop finding excuses. i'm just stupid. and i suck at piano. butbutbut i really like piano a lot. T_T pls just admit that you have no music talent tungyijung! ):
wth. why does humans have to find trouble for themselves?? why does humans set expectations to make ppl meet them and goals for them to reach. why must some
freaking idiots create this piano exam thing. which make everyone so stressed up. [the above is my personal views and opinions, no offence to anyone, anyth.] yeah. guessed that i am just a born stupid loser with no music talent. -__________-lll i want my right pinky to move, but it just refused to budge. i tried many many times, but i all i get from my teacher is just all the impatient "TSKS" and yellings. oh well. she dint really yell at me. she was a nice teacher. the only reason lying at the bottom is just that i'm stupid. my teacher must be thinking that i'm just one of those hopeless students she is teaching that will just flunk their piano exams.
aural test was even better. i couldnt rmb the melody totally even i tried to. yeahh. so she says that i must sing! if i dont sing i wont pass!!! did i not try to sing????!!!! I TRIED OKAE! IT'S JUST THAT I COULDNT RMB!!! you really make it sound like i'm those type who got AP and thinks that singing out the melody is stupid. RAHH. GRRR. haiz. nvm. i couldnt rmb. cos it was all my fault. i'm too stupid and slow and out of beat. I KNOW THAT. T__T
might as well just quit it. but like as if my mum will allow me to.
she dint know how stress i am. having piano lessons and 3rd lang and cca and school work to cope. she thinks we are all superwomen. all the parents think that their children are. [oh well. some of them really is. o_o] feed them with tuition and extra art lessons, piano, violin, language lessons, thinking that they will absorb all in and regurgitate them out when needed. i'm just those kind who couldnt. they will just got stuck half way and tries to push themselves in.
my mum will let me quit 3rd lang and piano.
ONLY IN MY DREAMS how great. hahaha.
hmmph. this is just a post to release my stress. dont get agitated or annoyed or offended by my words. HAH. i dont think it really sound like me. nvm.
shall go and study tkam le. :D jiayou everyone for tkam tmr!!!!
ps: jiayou sqms for tmr's campcraft!
pps: jiayou sqms for knots and lashings on friday!
ppps: jiayou everyone for geog test in week 3!
pppps: jiayou sqms for NWZ test in week 4!
ppppps: jiayou everyone for chinese test and all the tests that are coming!
pppppps: jiayou sqms for 3rd class retest!
ppppppps: jiayou sqms for safety first retest!
WAHA. JIAYOU! XD
- 21:55:00
Monday, 26 March 2007
hello! tkam is tmr! and i'm like slacking here. haiz. i sure die liao--quoted from mrs lee. haiz.
i'm starting to hate piano. not the instrument itself but piano lessons and exams. hmm. maybe i was just finding excuses for myself. i might as well just admit that i'm stupid. and i have got no music talents. if i insist i have, i think i am ONLY quite good in ba and gu and drums that kind of instruments that requires hitting. WELL. stop finding excuses. i'm just stupid. and i suck at piano. butbutbut i really like piano a lot. T_T pls just admit that you have no music talent tungyijung! ):
wth. why does humans have to find trouble for themselves?? why does humans set expectations to make ppl meet them and goals for them to reach. why must some
freaking idiots create this piano exam thing. which make everyone so stressed up. [the above is my personal views and opinions, no offence to anyone, anyth.] yeah. guessed that i am just a born stupid loser with no music talent. -__________-lll i want my right pinky to move, but it just refused to budge. i tried many many times, but i all i get from my teacher is just all the impatient "TSKS" and yellings. oh well. she dint really yell at me. she was a nice teacher. the only reason lying at the bottom is just that i'm stupid. my teacher must be thinking that i'm just one of those hopeless students she is teaching that will just flunk their piano exams.
aural test was even better. i couldnt rmb the melody totally even i tried to. yeahh. so she says that i must sing! if i dont sing i wont pass!!! did i not try to sing????!!!! I TRIED OKAE! IT'S JUST THAT I COULDNT RMB!!! you really make it sound like i'm those type who got AP and thinks that singing out the melody is stupid. RAHH. GRRR. haiz. nvm. i couldnt rmb. cos it was all my fault. i'm too stupid and slow and out of beat. I KNOW THAT. T__T
might as well just quit it. but like as if my mum will allow me to.
she dint know how stress i am. having piano lessons and 3rd lang and cca and school work to cope. she thinks we are all superwomen. all the parents think that their children are. [oh well. some of them really is. o_o] feed them with tuition and extra art lessons, piano, violin, language lessons, thinking that they will absorb all in and regurgitate them out when needed. i'm just those kind who couldnt. they will just got stuck half way and tries to push themselves in.
my mum will let me quit 3rd lang and piano.
ONLY IN MY DREAMS how great. hahaha.
hmmph. this is just a post to release my stress. dont get agitated or annoyed or offended by my words. HAH. i dont think it really sound like me. nvm.
shall go and study tkam le. :D jiayou everyone for tkam tmr!!!!
ps: jiayou sqms for tmr's campcraft!
pps: jiayou sqms for knots and lashings on friday!
ppps: jiayou everyone for geog test in week 3!
pppps: jiayou sqms for NWZ test in week 4!
ppppps: jiayou everyone for chinese test and all the tests that are coming!
pppppps: jiayou sqms for 3rd class retest!
ppppppps: jiayou sqms for safety first retest!
WAHA. JIAYOU! XD
